She takes Art as one of her final subjects and at the beginning of the year she was given the topic "Unexpected Beauty", she chose mine and Aidens story as her muse and this week she is being moderated. So far all I have to share is her Rational on her art pieces but will share pictures of her work when I can.
Seeing your life in someone else's eye's is always a good thing, but some of the things she said ripped my heart apart, she watched me break and she saw my pain and I, as an older sister should have shown her strength instead.
Thread of Life
Pregnancy is a gift, a gift that many don’t fully understand
or comprehend. An accidental pregnancy is most often the worst of all to those
whom experience it. As soon as I heard the theme of unexpected beauty was to be
explored for this artwork I immediately think of my dear sister who fell
pregnant at the beginning of 2011 unexpectedly. Nothing could explain the kind
of fear, pain, and worry and hurt that my sister was feeling, not only because
she was pregnant but because the man left. I remember everything clearly, I was
there living it with her because we not just sisters but best friends. From my
perspective of the situation that my sister faced, the moment it became real
was the moment she saw the first scan.
The scan gives the visual of the baby that is growing
inside, and with this visual everything becomes real. My artwork consists of
two scans from my sisters pregnancy each connected by the thread of life which
was how my sister connected with her unborn child. Although she might have felt
emotional separation from her child, the umbilical cord connects them as if
they were one. They were bonded in a special way that nobody could ever
imagine.
My Heart. My Child
My scans developed into a sculpture of the physical form of
the pregnant body. The pregnant form is beautiful in its own way; it’s the form
of creation. I wanted to express the feelings of how this form was to that of
the woman experiencing a pregnancy that wasn’t wanted. This was why; within the
walls of the outer layer are the words and stories from my sister’s blog “Miss
Preggy.” which has now turned into “From there to hear.” Her stories are real
and blunt of how she felt throughout the pregnancy, the words of a woman who
knows what it felt like. My sculpture is rough and not completely clean on the edges
which is because I wanted to make a point that although it’s a beautiful
miracle, it’s not easy for a lot of woman because of the circumstances.
My artwork is of raw emotion which deals with something
personal and dear to my heart. My artwork is for woman who felt too ashamed to
share their story or too scared. My artworks were created for my sister in
order to let her know that her story is beautiful and it might not go by the
book of how things are to be done, but that it’s still a beautiful creation.
Her unborn child was a life that was meant to be because all children are meant
to be. Society has created a world where accidental pregnancies aren’t accepted
but a shame. My art is there to show the beauty in that shame, the beauty in
life.
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