Dear Aiden

I wouldn't say I was the world's greatest mom but I don't think I'm adapting too badly. I can read you my son, I know when you tired, I know when you are in a playful mood, I know when you just want me, I know when you hungry and so on.

I never thought I'd enjoy playing the role of a mother but I am, I'm not saying it's easy but my love for you Aiden is so unbelievable I can't imagine not having you in my life, even for a second.

Aiden you are 4 months today, and in 4 months you have taught me so much already.

You have taught me that love exsists, not a normal cliche' love but a love so strong nothing could break it.

You have taught me patience, that the best way to handle a situation is with a calm nature, to just breath before I take on the world.

Having you in my life has shown me that it's okay not to get everything right all the time, you have allowed me to allow myself to not worry about everyone elses pain and sorrow, that it is okay to some times to just take care of myself and you.

You have given me a drive and ambition to be more than just the best I can be.

I want to make my dreams come true, so I can show you that anything is possible.

I want success so I can make sure all you're dreams can come true.

I know things are a bit of a mess at the best of times. I know we aren't a conventional family. I'm not saying it's going to be easy for you and I in the future but I can say I will do anything in my power to give you the best life possible.

Because in 4 short months you have changed my life, you have saved my soul.