I do have many excuses why I haven’t been around for so long but mostly it’s because I’ve been trying to learn how to balance my new life.
Things have happened and things have changed a few times over, I have had to make hard decisions even though they have hurt a few people along the way.
I reached breaking point at one stage, I had tired myself out trying to please everyone and trying to do everything and it all became too much and in the end I had to let people know that I can’t, I just can’t make everyone happy. I need to take care of myself in order to be the best mom I can be.
My boy is already 2 months old, can you believe it. I fall in love with him more and more each day and nothing else matters any more.